Aristal 2011 was awesome! Had so much fun rehearsing/camwhoring/putting on make-up/stretching/just hanging around doing silly stuff like lying down on the floor and singing random songs with Yiwen. I was kinda sick on the actual day though. Glad I managed to pull through and returned home with a fever hahaha. And I eventually missed school on the next day because I was sick hehehehe Wanyee says I'm allergic to aristal! Anyways. Going to miss dancing with the jh dancers soooooo much :(
Disclaimer: don't read the following if you're sensitive to reading paragraphs addressed to nobody in particular or if you are going to struggle with the question of whether I'm talking about you.
I guess I can be a little cruel. I guess I have the right to. But do I really want to do that? I'm struggling every second with the fact that I wouldn't like it if it happened to me, but what about me? Who ever thought about how I feel? I just feel so... betrayed. Like you don't really care. Like this was a mistake from the very beginning and I shouldn't have done what I thought was right then and I should go back in time and kick myself for being so stupid. Like I should stop. I should really really stop.
I hate you because you're a liar.
And I hate you because you wouldn't care less about how I felt. If you haven't realised, all you've been doing is blame others for what you could have done but did not do to contribute to the situation. All you've been doing is to make others the bad guys because you want to appear oh-so-innocent but I know you're really not. All you've been doing - ditching xx because oh, xx's so mean to me and I'm just being fair to myself when xx really have reasons for doing things. You should really take some time to understand... And stop whining.
Oh yes. Got back our results anddddd I didn't do as well as expected, but from a positive point of view that leaves me a higher chance of improving my grades the next time! Really happy with my math/econs/geog grades yeah :)
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