Got back my results slip for last semester's tests this morning. Pretty happy with my results! Better than expected and SO MUCH BETTER than sem one last year. Well there is this personal aim that I haven't reached though... Gonna work on my other math and chem! Btw just wanna say that I think it is okay for people with good results to "whine" a little (as long as it is not excessively) cuz everybody have their own expectations and it is inevitable to feel disappointed if these targets are not met.
It feels so good to have a motivation behind things that you do, like you actually want it more than usual! And it feels so good to accomplish stuff :) I love striking off bullet-points on my notebook hehehehehe.
Just last week I was so stressed out with all the "judgement" I felt I was getting. Like every single move that I make invites criticism or something. Made me so unhappy and stuff and it even made me dread school a little. But then I thought things over and read all my "note-to-self's" again (which Lynette read through on my phone and laughed at) and realised that nothing beats being yourself, being confident and bringing a smile to your own face :) Love this one from my "READ" list in my lappie:
20. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
I've always believed that nothing is impossible, but there are things that you just can't want to fix. To you: I am so sorry but I guess this is for the best and I hope you'll be better off without me... I wish I had a chance to explain things. To explain how I felt and stuff like that. I'm so sorry :(
Sigh okay I shall go do some work now.
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