I bet you won't forget

Writing this entry to mark the first time that my laptop failed me without any viruses plaguing the system. Dear Tablet, you have done well in these four years even though I often tell you how much I hate you and how much I want a macbook/IBM and how your battery life (which is non-existent) sucks and how it's so troublesome that I have to clean the keys every now and then because they are white. You've served me well and even though I still really want a new laptop with a built-in camera so I can skype with my sister all day... PLEASE DO NOT DIE ON ME. Not till my dad decides to get me a new laptop, anyway. Yours sincerely, Mummy's laggy laptop is killing me even though it has a built-in webcam.

I know I'm not supposed to feel this way... But I can't help it :( It's so hard not to think about it that way. It's getting easier though, I'm getting more occupied, and perhaps one day I'll carry on with my life like how it was before. I'll be happy because before all these I was happy and I will be that happy again :) Guess that's what I am supposed to do and what you want me to do. I still think that if I never try then I'll never know but I've been convinced otherwise so many times that I'm starting to think that maybe it's just wishful thinking on my part. Maybe it was never real like I thought it was.

Guess who had a huge turkey for dinner tonight :D

It doesn't look like a turkey because we had to chop the limbs up to fit it into the oven hahahahaha
I'm craving for ice cream right now. With lots of chocolate chips and nuts and caramel on top... Yumz