How do I get rid of this empty feeling?

Credits to Sheena :)

CCA carnival was really fun this year :) Performed twice and although it wasn't perfect, I think we all have tried our best! All the rushing in the process really taught me a lot of things. I think I became more mature over the past two years... I've learnt to think about how other people feel, and I try my best to act accordingly. But why is it getting harder and harder to be nice to people? Losing my patience with some people and I really don't want to lose my cool but it's so hard when they just don't appreciate my efforts :(

I turn away and I tell myself to smile, because nothing in this world is worth a frown

Currently having a fever and looking at my two swollen toes scares me a little. Used to the forth toe on my right foot swelling up whenever I fall on it but I don't think the same has happened to the forth toe on my left foot before... There's like a whole patch of blue and black T_T And yeah I need to stop eating chocolates!! I really don't want attend dance party while sick, that will be the suckiest thing everrrr. Plus this is already the 986543212345th time that I'm sick this year... Always sick before important events :(

OKAY GOTTA GO DO A BIT OF MATH. Haven't been doing work because everything is taking up all my time. Yet when I think about it, I seem to have done nothing. Ugh okay I shall get outta here, till next time!

To you: this is for you! Be honoured please :)