I need to learn to trust people :( But I just can't... I watch movies which tell people not to trust the people around them too much then I watch movies that tell people to stop being so suspicious of everything and just trust people and I just go crazy thinking about which movie should I listen to because they all seem so convincing and stuff. Honestly I've thought about this for far too long and I haven't come to a conclusion because I guess while I want to trust people and make my life easier, I'm scared of getting hurt. I mean that's usually what happens right? You trust someone and he/she ends up betraying your trust?
Okay moving on.
So I've been very temperamental lately and I know, okay guys, I know. (But to K and M, this doesn't give you the right to call me angsty/grumpy!!!! Grr) I guess the swollen gum just got me. It is indeed a painful process when your wisdom (tooth) starts to show from within. The worst part is that I can't even chew properly - I have to somehow only chew with the teeth on the right because only then it won't hurt that much. And so I have been trying my very very best to only have soft food. I'm even inspired to keep a food log for "the time when my wisdom tooth decides to torture me".
Meesua is the best :) Don't even have to chew it before swallowing!!!
Cut this shirt into a hi-low one and studded the sleeves some time ago but I still can't decide if I like it. Should I keep it? Hmmmmm.
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Can't stand bullying.
I wonder what goes through their minds when people hurl insulting remarks at other people, especially when they do it right in their faces. I mean that is bullying, right? Physical damages are mostly temporary, but emotional damages stay with you forever. L and I talked about how maybe people were never bullied; maybe they were just too sensitive and took jokes too seriously. I was wrong. I didn't think that people would be so evil as to doing insanely mean things right in your face but I was wrong. Girls being said to "look horrible" openly on social media sites when they don't wear makeup, the wealthier being called filthy or spoilt just because, well, they're wealthier (when in fact they might have worked their way up), and so on. This world is just so... mean.
Just imagine your kids growing up to understand that the world is such a place. What a nightmare.
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