Mar 23, 2014

First March Holidays since Graduation

(i.e. No homework)
(i.e. No need to return to school for activities)
(i.e. the best March Holidays ever?!!!)

It's scary when you start to rely on a person so much, especially when you've lost someone whom you relied on before. Nevertheless, we're humans, and I guess we all have the nature of relying on someone. It's just like our tendency to believe in fate, or even God; we want to believe that our paths are taken care of and that we don't have to worry about the future.

And I guess that's why I still want to rely on you even though it's scary.

I wish I still believed in things like horoscope and fate and stuff - I've been through so much that told me those things are only good for minimal referencing. It's fascinating to find patterns and I guess that's why we want to believe these things are true. But I also want to know that I can change things. I can step out there and make a move that will change my life for the better. I can but do not need to rely on signs to tell me what to do.

Have been eating wayyyy too much lately. Totally abandoned my exercise regime after I came back from Bintan.

Must get back in shape soon.



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