Should / Can't

A big hello to people who actually read what I write on here!! Just came back from Bintan last night and I'm as red as a lobster (according to the bimb). I can't even stand looking at myself in the mirror because I start to think of and regret all the jokes I cracked about my tan friends... Is this karma????

I think Bintan right before results day was the best decision ever because I was still in a holiday mood this morning and didn't feel thaaaat nervous. It did come to me later on when the bus was nearing to school though. I asked my mum to bring tissue paper in case I cry and she asked me not to embarrass myself #thanksmum

Felt nothing when I saw my name on the screen because I didn't know what it meant by "Outstanding students from Aesthetics" HAHA. I'm quite happy about it now because that moment was what I've been waiting for since the time they flashed names of students who performed well on the screen after my first Assessment week in NJ. To think I will actually get to see my name after four years :')

No matter what my final results were and whether I will still be able to get into the course of my choice, I can say that I'm pretty contented and grateful now. 

Also, this is just a piece of paper. There is so much more to life than this piece of paper.

Will be back with photos from Bintan soooooon :-)