And suddenly you're all I need; the reason why I smile

Perfect day: wake up, nice long shower, morning walk, lunch at home, afternoon nap -
And it ends here. I can't picture a perfect night because nights are usually meant for work, work and more work. Perhaps reading a book will make it great but I kinda have a short attention span so... Yeah prolly won't work in my case!

I was just reading someone else's blog, and then I realised how lucky I actually am. Sure I have to put up with all the drama, hypocrites and occasional bad grades, but somehow all these workload piling up on my desk don't seem to bother me as much as it bothers other people. Maybe it's just how I look at it. Used to feel helpless about bad grades too, in fact I still do when it comes to chemistry, but somehow I just know that if I keep trying, it'll get better. And bad times will eventually be over. Came up with this advice for my friend and since then it has stuck to me: bad times are only so that happy times seem happier. It makes me feel better about myself and what's happening around me. And all the motivational quotes I stuck all around just makes it better for me every single time I feel down :)

And I think sometimes it's okay to feel down because you know you're going to go up after you hit an all time low.

I'm thinking a lot nowadays, and it's becoming an uncontrolled habit. Sometimes it's pretty annoying like how it keeps me awake at night (totally screwed up my sleeping schedule), but other times it really keeps me in my rational mind and it really helps me make sound decisions. Guess I used to go with the flow/my emotions too much and ended up hurting myself. And others, too. Maybe I ought to change that; maybe I ought to look at the bigger picture sometimes and decide what's really right for me. But most importantly, I'll go for whatever makes me happy because we only live life once, so I'll make it worthwhile for myself :)

And because I realised all my posts have to either start or end with a picture...

everyone deserves to sparkle