Because it takes two to whisper quietly

Currently drowning in doubts.

Survived two days without my mum and dad, who's coming back today. Stuck a post-it note on my desk to count down to when my mum comes back. I miss her cooking I miss her smell I miss her voice I miss her being around :( Being home alone does make me feel more mature though. Makes me think of those days when they were both out working and I had to cook lunch (i.e. porridge with whatever sauce we could find in the kitchen) for my siblings. We used to sneak downstairs to get all the tidbits too :) Guess that's why I'm kinda sick of tidbits and snacks now.

I've never been perfect, but neither have you

Just weighed myself and I'm not that heavy after all ^^ Feeling so guilty because I haven't exercised in a long long time and I should really be heading down to the tracks now but I'm too lazy to even move. In fact I haven't had breakfast yet because I'm too lazy to move. Oh well. Lately I came up with a new theory that if I walk with a bounce in my steps and do some excessive jumping around the house, I won't need to specially go down to the tracks to run anymore! What a great idea right :D Okay but I will still run because running is fun yay.

What if excessive worrying about others tires me out?