Sometimes I get a good feeling

I was going to write a super long post about how bored I am and how I'm still so worried about my higher Chinese results but I've decided against it. I just really really really want to go on a picnic/shop/fly a kite/run around/lie down and do nothing/eat/read a book/clear my room right now. But I don't feel like doing all that either.

It's like the holidays have started but they haven't started because I'm still waiting for something. I might happen to have the slightest clue of what it is.

Well... Guess who's in yet another painting hehehehehe
I just remembered my mum didn't buy me my guo ties! Rawr it's my favourite :(

Why am I so afraid of being judged?