May 23, 2014

For you

I'm still the same me - selfish, overly sensitive, emotional, sometimes overly attached and other times unfeeling. I have such periodic mood swings that I don't even know if they can be considered mood swings any more because after all they are periodic. I care for myself the most. I don't know if I ever will be able to care for another more than I care for myself.

Yet, every time I do something for myself, I stop to reflect if that will upset you.

You have a power over me that makes me want to become a better person, not for me, but for you. I still want to be that flawed me, but I want to be a flawed me for you.

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