Hold on, make it last

Okay look who's got a medal. Don't I deserve some applause or something :) I love medals and trophies sooooo much I could spend an entire day just looking at all my medals and trophies!

So today I realised that I'm a jerk I think jerks are only used for guys soooo I am not a jerk :) Maybe I gotta keep my thoughts under control. It's horrible thinking about things like that but I just can't help it sometimes. I mean like, you got to be realistic or you'll just end up hurting yourself, right? And I am that realistic when it comes to anything and everything because I was made to always defend myself like that. I do believe that everybody was born innocent and experiences and surroundings change people's mindsets. Well unless you gained some form of "enlightenment" then that's a total different story altogether. And I might have gained that "enlightenment" which made me who I am today. Never mind if you don't know what I'm talking about... It's normal :)

I honestly don't know how I've got all these time to sit down and think about nonsense lol.

Braced myself for the goodbye
'Cause that's all I've ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said I'll never leave you alone

You said I rememeber how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine